Baavra Man...
"Baavra man dekhne chala ek sapna, Baavre se man ki dekho baavri hain baaten..." Well, as my Hubby says, I live in my past and future but never in the present. My mind keeps wandering either in the good old cherished memory lanes or gets lost in the twisted mazes of uncertain future. I prefer my dreamland where there is no monotony or mundane ways of life. Though I strive to achieve stability, it bores me after sometime and I again start searching for something that can unsettle me once again. It is a vicious never-ending circle of life. Don't know if this is true only in my case. Sometimes I know that getting into a particular thing will make me regret later. Despite that I get into it to experience it, to be true to my feelings at that point in time. The feelings may stay the same even later, but what if the circumstances change. And they change so much that my feelings have no meaning anymore. I end up feeling like a fool who wasted her emotions on something wh...