Love you Appa
Reality has still not sinked in completely. At times I still feel Appa is there, just 2 lanes away from my house. After losing him, something has died within me. I am good at hiding myself from the world behind a mask. So, nobody knows what kind of storm I am holding inside. Infact, some may comment about how strong or how emotionless I am. I don't believe in sharing my sorrows with others. Guess it neither helps me nor the others. This feeling of loss will stay with me forever and no one can fill this void ever. As they say, you realize the importance of a person only when you lose him. I may not have expressed my love for him in so many words, but deep down I know he knew it. He was proud of me for my achievements, though I truly feel I haven't done much yet. I owe my life to him and my mother, who have always been supportive and have pampered me to the extent of spoiling. He was not ambitious and was quite content with what he had. He thought life had been unfai...