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Time for some self- evaluation..I think I have further changed after coming to IMT. And this is quite unexpected. A substantial change in such a short duration… Earlier there used to be one such person who used to know approx 90% of all the happenings in my life. (there was and is no one who knows 100%!!) After coming here, I started to lookout for a friend…as I am I need a friend..not a group of friends..I think I can never maintain a good personal relation with a group of friends. I have always created relationship with individuals, although I can work very well in a group. So more than a professional relation, I cannot share my personal affairs with a group. I had found one..but yesterday I got to know that even he considers me a selfish person. Today I come to know about Anna’s opinion that I am not a group element. I think I agree with him but I felt bad. Rite now, the two closest friends I have at IMT are D and M. But somehow I feel even they don’t know me completely. Do I know ...

I think advising comes quite easily to human beings. Ask anyone for his/her advice/ opinion/suggestion, and bang comes the reply...no matter how irrelevant/cliched it may be. Well, I am no exception to this generalization. But this is a fact that no one can understand the worries of a sufferer until and unless one goes through the same suffering. No matter how empathetic u pretend to be, you cannot put yourself into the shoes of the victim. And then how fake/artificial/emotionless seems the so-called "advice" of the so called "well-wisher". I can very easily try to console my friends when their failures in life force them to get worried but when once upon a time I was in the same spot, relatively I was far more worried. But aren't these worries a part of life? You can never be free of them. It started (for me) from class 5 (as I don't recollect how i felt before that time period). I had to score the highest in class. And so I was crazy about marks. This cont...